BECAUSE OF YOU

KELLY CLARKSON - BECAUSE OF YOU

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid 

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with 

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid 

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid 

Because of you
Because of you

SO FAR AWAYYYY

AVENGED SEVENFOLD - SO FAR AWAY

Never feared for anything, never shamed but never free
A life that healed a broken heart with all that it could
Lived a life so endlessly, saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could
Will you stay? Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold, foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold
A final song, a last request, a perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind
Where you can stay, you can stay awake forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away

SURPRISE

WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWW..!!

ternyata band yang aku tunggu - tunggu jadi tampil..!!

padahal tadi katanya mereka emua mau pulangan, yaudah deh aku standby aja di ruang musik sambil blogging, trus aku denger deh tuh ada suara yang tampil, dan aku tau bgt di musik dari grup band yang aku tunggu, langsung deh aku ngacir ke lapangan upara, and you know what? THEY ARE THERE..!!

dan yaaaaaang bagus lagi, mereka mainin 3 lagu, padahal awalnya mereka hanya ingin main 2 lagu aja..

overrr allll I'm Happy right now na na na naaa :)

RANDOM

sebenarnya ini hanya jabatan dalam mimpi :p
saya sebagai bagian publishing merasa sangat dirugikan, karena menager dari sebuah grup band menyatakan bahwa anak buahnya batal untuk tampil dalam acara KARTINIAN KPS *penting bgt nah yaa acaranya -.-*. padahal udah ditungguin dari pagi ternyata untuk band yang satu ini penampilannya diundur jadi setelah shalat jumat! saya, menager, dan anak bandnya pun sangat kecewa sekali dengan keputusan panitia ini. emang gak enak and gak seru bgt kalau KPS ngadain acara tapi yang kelas 9 gak ikut tampil. band aku pun juga gak ikut tampil dikarenakan kurangnya waktu latihan -_____-
gimana gak kurang coba kalau secara habis UAN langsung acaranya.
kamis, tanggal 28 April kemarin emang rencananya band aku mau latihan buat acara hari ini, tapi begitu kita keluar kelas, trus ke ruang musik gak taunya semua alat - alatnya sudah dikeluarin -.- batal tampil dehh :((
pokoknya acara hari ini gak ada seru - serunyaaaaaaa -_______- geeeeezzzz..
kelas 9 belajar untuk test masuk SMA, sedangkan anak kelas 7 and 8 kartinian, apa gak ribut ya kaaan..
udah deh pokoknya tunggu acara perpisahan aja deeh. btw ngomong - ngomong tentang perpisahan, aku juga gak tau mau pake baju apa. sama sekali gak ada prepare bgt deh pokoknyaa..