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a little piece of heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin
For me to take what's mine until the end of time?
We were more than friends before the story ends
And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long
I was weak with fear that something would go wrong
Before the possibilities came true I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears, conjuring her deepest fears

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
Now she's just so perfect, I've never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on and on, and on, I can keep you looking young
And preserved forever with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

?Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun, baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
?Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart, let's make a new start
?Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, but baby, don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avenged-sevenfold-lyrics/a-little-piece-of-heaven-lyrics.html -]

Now that it's done, I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize
From somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
?Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever

?Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun but baby, don't cry

You had my heart at least for the most part
?Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart, let?s make a new start
?Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, but baby, don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough?)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I?ll break you unchained)

And if it's not enough
(If it?s not enough, if it?s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We?re coming back, coming back
We?ll live forever, live forever
Let?s have a wedding, have a wedding
Let?s start the killing, start the killing

?Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun but baby, don't cry

You had my heart at least for the most part
?Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart, let?s make a new start
?Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, but baby, don't cry

Apatis

aku gak tau lagi di sini aku harus percaya sama siapa.
dan aku juga gak tau harus minta tolong ke siapa.
hari ini aku bener-bener sakit dan gak bisa ke sekolah.
aku sms temen ku untuk minta tolong mintain surat jin gak masuk sekolah ke pengasuhan.
tapi apa?
mereka gak ngambilin. oke fine aku gakpapa gak ada surat ijin.
tapi yang fatal apa? pas pelajaran PKN. bapaknya absen, siapa yang gak masuk.
mereka bilang, aan. terus pas ditanya keterangannya apa gak ada yang jawab. mereka bilang gak tau.
emang sih cuman beberapa aja yang tau kalau aku sakit. tapi gak bisa kah dia itu bilang ke bapaknya kalau aku sakit gak bisa ke sekolah dan dia lupa minta surat ijin ku ke pengasuhan.
ini bukan masalah apa - apa. tapi ini masalah nilai. aku di alfa sama bapaknya.
dan kamu tau apa? sistem di sekolah ku kan SKS, nah aku itu bisa gak ikut ulangan semester gara - gara kehadiran ku itu kurang. setega itukah mereka sama aku?! padahal aku yaa yang sekretaris, kalau ada temen aku yang gak masuk, aku bilang dia sakit, baru aku hubungi dia kenapa dia gak masuk sekolah. ini yang telak - telak mereka tau aku sakit. gak juga di bilangnya kalau aku sakit!!
cukup buat hari ini.

oke, kemaren aku juga sakit dan aku di UKS.
pas pelajaran math, temen aku ada yang telpon aku nanyain aku masuk atau gak, aku bilang masuk. tapi ternyata bapaknya udah masuk deluan dan aku udah pasti gak di bolehin masuk kelas. akhirnya aku balik lagi ke UKS karna aku ngerasa aku juga gak enak badan. daaaaaan udah tau aku gak ada masuk kelas dari pagi yaa. surat ijin ku yang dari UKS itu gak di kasih kan ke bapaknya sama petugas kesehatan di kelas ku. jadilah apa? aku di alfa sama bapaknya!!

aku gak nyangka semua sekejam itu sama aku.
aku gak tau salah ku apa.
aku gak nyakit, tapi aku emang sakit.
cukup tau aja untuk temen - temen aku.
aku masih bisa sabar untuk hal ini.
tapi aku gak terima kalau sampai aku gak bisa ikut ulangan semester gara-gara kehadiran ku kurang.
sakit rasanya diginiin.
aku gak pernah kan setega itu sama kalian?! cukup tau teman.