I miss you

trying to forget, but I can't
trying to let go, but I sick inside
sorry that I am in love with you
sorry I can't change my feeling and I won't.

when my words cant explain my music does

listen and learn :")

bila - candy

selepas kau pergi - laluna

bila rasaku ini rasa mu - kerispatih

cinta mati - agnes monica ft. ahmad dhani

tak bisa hidup tanpa mu - d'masiv

dan ketika aku mulai sok tegar, sok gak peduli, dan sok kuat. mungkin ini

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dunia belum berakhir - shaden

tapi dunia itu berputar bagai roda.

dan akan kembali ke lagu pertama dan akan berhenti di

lagu ke- 5

it just about what I am feeling.

:")

roses are red, violets are blue

Roses are red, violets are blue.

I have five fingers, the middle is for you.

Roses are red, violets are blue.

He's for me, not for you.

Roses are red, violets are blue.

If you don't like me, there's something wrong u

Roses are red, violets are blue.

You hurt me bad, i'm better off without you.

Roses are red violets are blue.

If I had a brick I'd throw it at you.

just found it.

this is the end of the story

alasan klasik.
biasa cowok.
tapi aku tau intinya apa.
aku kenal dia udah lama, aku tau cara berfikirnya.
aku tau apa yang dia gak bilang.
udah selesai semua di 19 Maret 2014.

dan yang harus diingat :

"Janji adalah janji. Janji adalah hutang. dan hutang harus dilunasi" :)

aku memang ngelepas kamu, tapi
gak semudah itu :) 

aku pernah

aku pernah percaya tapi dibohongin.

aku pernah serius tapi dimainin.

aku pernah tulus tapi dihianatin.

aku pernah perhatian tapi ga dihargain.

aku pernah bertahan tapi ditinggalin.

aku pernah berharap tapi dibiarin.

aku pernah setia tapi diselingkuhin.

aku pernah sayang tapi disia-siain.

aku pernah berusaha ngebahagian tapi dikecewain.

aku pernah, tapi tak sebaik itu balasnya..

kacang lupa sama kulit?

Heran deh,
suka heran pake banget sama orang kayak gini.
gak ngerti.
gak paham.

kenapa ada banget orang yang kayak "KACANG LUPA SAMA KULITNYA"????
kok kayak gak tau diri banget gitu yaa? hahamatiaja.
dan kenapa kebanyakan cowok? (mungkin ini karna aku cewek jadi digituinnya sama cowok).

kenapa sih gak ingat kalau dulu itu mereka kayak mana? pas ada masalah cerita ke siapa? yang bantuin siapa? yang rela berkorban siapa? yang mau banget direpotin siapa? yang mau aja di seret ke masalah pdhal bukan masalah dia siapa? yang rela ngeyampingkan kpentingannya buat dia siapa? yang selalu ada buat dia siapa? yang pas sedih sedih yang ngapus air matanya siapa? yang balikin senyumnya siapa? yang rela bangun tengah malam demi bls sms atau angkat telpon siapa? yang gak bisa tidur gegara khawatir gada kabar siapa? yang nemenin kmanapun siapa? yang ngenalin ke orang-orang besar siapa? yang ngenalin dunia begitu siapa? yang ngajarin cara ngmng siapa? yang bikin terkenal kayak sekarang siapa? yang ada saat masih sangat sangat di bawah siapa? yang ngebimbing from zero to hero siapa?
TAPI KOK PAS UDAH SUKSES SENENG-SENENGNYA SAMA YANG LAIN?
TAPI KOK PAS UDAH SUKSES LUPA SAMA YANG SELALU ADA?
TAPI KOK PAS UDAH SUKSES SUKA NGILANG GAK JELAS?
TAPI KOK PAS UDAH SUKSES NYAPA AJA GAK PERNAH?
TAPI KOK PAS UDAH SUKSES KAYAK ORANG GAK KENAL?
MALU YA KALO JALAN BARENG?
MALU YA SOALNYA KITA BEDA?
MALU YA KENAL SAMA ORANG KAYAK AKU?
MALU YA PERNAH DEKET SAMA AKU?
MALU YA SAMA TEMEN - TEMEN KAMU?

terserah aja sih lo mau ngapain.
tapi inget yaa semua yang lo dapet sekarang itu gak bakalan bertahan lama.
semua bisa hilang.
apa lagi kalo semua orang lo gituin.

LO NYARI GUE, INGET GUE KALO LAGI BUTUH DOANG?
KALO LAGI DOWN DOANG?
KALO DUNIA LAGI MUSUHIN LO?

kalau iya, seenggaknya gue lebih berguna daripada lo.
karena gue bisa buat orang bahagia meski pas dia udah bahagia gue dilupain.
dan lo?
lo cuman bisa mengaharap ke orang.


lo cuek, gue sabar, gue ngerti
lo gak peduli, gue sabar, gue ngerti
lo lupa sama gue, gue sabar, gue ngerti
lo tinggalin gue, gue sabar, gue ngerti

tapi suatu hari nanti, kalau gue yang gitu ke lo,
gue harap lo bisa sabar, dan ngerti.

18th birthdaaayy

late post.

7 march 2014

and I am 18 years old :)

Thanks<3

anyone? oh boys...

Boyfriend : Hey beautiful
Girlfriend : Oh hey babe
Boyfriend : You alright ?
Girlfriend : I will be fine i promise
Boyfriend : I know theres something wrong baby talk to me ?
Girlfriend : I jus need a hug from you right now
Boyfriend : Could you wait until tomorrow when i see you ?
Girlfriend : Yeahhhh........
*Boyfriend shows up at her door*
Girlfriend : Babe wat are u doin here in the
middle of the night ?
Boyfriend : I couldnt sleep knowin my baby needs me. ♥

speechless

1. Cuddles
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Watch the sunset together.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time
you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Do not lie.
15. Spend every second possible together .
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you
love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, don't flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it
over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. Let your girl fall asleep with her head in your lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have
to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to
call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
33. Always tell her how pretty she looks.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.(Brownie Points)
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends. (more brownie points)
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't
thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, sweet dreams

Like We Used To

Like We Used To

A Rocket To The Moon

I can feel her breath as she's sleepin' next to me,
Sharing pillows and cold feet.
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to it's beat,
Under blankets and warm sheets.

If only I could be in that bed again...
If only it were me instead of him...

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain? "
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

Fourteen months and seven days ago...
Oh, I know you know,
How we felt about that night.
Just your skin against the window...
Oh, we took it slow,
And we both know...
It should've been me inside that car.
It should've been me instead of him... in the dark.

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain? "
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

I know, love, (I'm a sucker for that feeling.)
Happens all the time, love, (I always end up feelin' cheated.)
You're on my mind, love, (or so that matter when I need it.)
It happens all the time- love, yeah.

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say?
Can you promise me if this was right:
Don't throw it all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things...
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to...